Darkness

I look around myself to discover the darkness that surrounds me
It traps me in its jaw and I discover myself filled with a sense of lose
I feel myself being pulled farther into this deep vast of nothingness
Not knowing what to do
I try to turn
To escape
My attempts are failed as I realize that there is no exit
No way out
Once in always in
Wondering hopelessly
Stumbling over myself
Lost
Longing for freedom
Wishing that it is nothing but a dream
Wishing and thinking are useless here
Wishing fills you with a sense of useless false hope
While thinking allows you to develop plans to make your wishes a reality
Only to have them crash around you
I decide not to allow this darkness, this beast, drag me in
I take a step forward
My face towards the unknown vast ahead
Will I survive?
These is no promise
I walk with fear in my heart
My whole body shaking
Is this my end?
Is this the last time I will walk?
Dream?
Think?
Wish?
Hope?
Breathe?
Step after step
One foot after the other
Until I find myself falling
Falling
Falling
Into the vast unknown