Goodbye Dreams

This is a feeling I have never felt before...Hopeless. For once this constant dreamer's dreams have stopped, her mind is no longer exploring the depths of the earth. She is lost. I tried to ignore this approaching feeling for several months, hoping it would go away. That look cut all my hope tonight...those shouts and yells. I am gone. I can do my best tomorrow and put on the fake smile I am so use to nowadays and act like nothing is wrong, I have become an expert at that. You will never know what you have done. When I look in the mirror I see a failure because of you. I am tired of it, tired of trying to hold on to my daydreams while you slowly yanked them away. I know that now I have to be the perfect person...I don't want to be because those are the people I can't stand but what else can I do. My dreams are gone and all I can do is pray and hope they come back to me one day. Goodbye dreams, I hope to see you someday soon!