Scars

Scars are our life's story. They travel with us throughout life and are a reminder to us of our mistakes from previous days. The time you fell off your skateboard, the time you dropped the hair straightener on you leg, the time you were running and fell and scraped up your foot. Sometimes these scars can fade but the ones that do stay around are no problem to you at all. It is the internal scars that we should be worried about. These are the scars on our hearts. These are the scars that weigh us down. These are the scars that as soon as the wound starts to heal someone comes and rips of the scab. Over and Over and Over. Again. Again. Again. The wound eventually heals but leaves you with a scar that you know can and will be cut open again in the future. This is life. These are the scars. The Story. Your Past.

Goodbye Dreams

This is a feeling I have never felt before...Hopeless. For once this constant dreamer's dreams have stopped, her mind is no longer exploring the depths of the earth. She is lost. I tried to ignore this approaching feeling for several months, hoping it would go away. That look cut all my hope tonight...those shouts and yells. I am gone. I can do my best tomorrow and put on the fake smile I am so use to nowadays and act like nothing is wrong, I have become an expert at that. You will never know what you have done. When I look in the mirror I see a failure because of you. I am tired of it, tired of trying to hold on to my daydreams while you slowly yanked them away. I know that now I have to be the perfect person...I don't want to be because those are the people I can't stand but what else can I do. My dreams are gone and all I can do is pray and hope they come back to me one day. Goodbye dreams, I hope to see you someday soon!