No Inspiration

I hate summer. Simple as that. The heat, the long days, the work. And on top of that no inspiration. Is seems that the sun has dried that up along with everything else. I am just so glad that this summer is almost over. Maybe my inspiration will come back.

Forever Here

You might not be here anymore but you will forever be in our hearts. You changed so many lives with your crazy personality and it is going to be so difficult for your friends next year without you. You changed my life, you showed me that it was okay to be you and it doesn't matter what anyone else thinks. I will miss our constant fights, Joseph, and yearbook. Clay and Seth!!!! What am I going to do without you next year with Clay still in love with me!! What is going to happen if I get in another "fight"! It is going to be so different without you at school next year. You were a friend to many and we are all going to miss you!

P.S. Make sure you send pictures of your hot surfer!! See you at homecoming!

Sophmore Year

A collection of words from my journal throughout the past school year:

Of mice and men, perfect life, failure, guilt, boring weekends, presidential debate, homecoming, injuries, struggles, friends, trust, Striplin, newspaper articles, movies, beekeeping, teaching teachers, burning books, censorship, lies, hurt, tears, challenged, opinion, advice, rec park, bike ride, God, faith, baseball, "get over yourself", FSU game, water fight, Veteran's Day, terrible week, stressed, Savanna answering when John called, me and my day working things out, Chinese food, Oliver, Caroline and Alex, ugly hats, lalalala, SWAT, living waters, dentist history, riding the donkey, everything going okay, Thanksgiving, Romeo and Juliet skit, Jonas, Bethlehem, Mary, John, Joseph, people being butts, Kent, both alike, torn meniscus, coffee, HOBY, big heads, snob, different, biology, surgery on his knee, Christmas caroling, ugly Christmas tree, 1st night in a week I didn't talk to him, 4:51 a.m. was when my life fell apart, 2 hours, funny picture, stories, 100 cooliest people ever, paper balls, tubing, asked me out!!, fights, hit me in the eye, neat dream, teasing, quiz, winter jam, book clubs, free read, Racket Ball, hurt my arm, 3 weeks, PERV, Fulford Rd., surprises, Valentine's day, Science Fair, Parents, not good enough, work all day, grounded, study, baseball, strange music, shrimp etufee, after youth, Master Beekeeper Program, winning, spring break, report cards, relay for life, Liz being stupid, The heart is a lonely hunter, isolation, poverty, confusion, quote, The Great Gatsby, attitude, 3- 6 months left, timeline......

Over For Now

It is hard to believe that this school year is all over. From all the drama, fights, break-ups and stress I am thankful for this break. 10 weeks of relaxing fun. I don't have deadlines, papers (unless you count summer reading), or homework to deal with. I can avoid the friends that have become a nuisance by simply saying I am busy and can not hang out. This school year by far has been one of the worse but it went by the fastest. All I can say is.....SUMMER!!!